nobodys perfect

This morning I felt in a good mood, and i'm enjoying my youth, i've even hand made a card for my mum and dad:') god is that sad; well i say no! because soon I really will be too old to do things like that. Christmas is a time for spending with family, seeing friends, and appreciating moments spent together:) 

I've been to bluewater(shopping centre) a couple of times this month, once on the coach with my bestie, and then again with the fam:) i do love shopping, mainly for myself, but i do love buying presents for my mum, dad, brother and friends and then wrapping them with cute little bows and gift tags:) 

ooh! i also got tumblr:) so anyone of you piczoers that have tumblr, please follow me if you like it and i will surely follow back:) so here it is:

http://live-the-teenage-dream.tumblr.com/ 

So hows everyone else's christmas holidays going?if you want send me a message and let me know what you've all been up to:D much love<3

So we're on half term atm, 2 weeks babeey! it's been great because the first week me and my friends made sure we went out everyday, and had plenty of sleepovers, which did tire me out, but that's what the holidays are for right?:) We all went to see Johnny English on friday, and yes we were basically the only people in the cinema, but the film was freakin hilarious!haha i have much love for Rowan Atkinson<3 Then had a sleepover with Anita my besty and we watched madagascar 2, and yes maybe i do love childish PG films, which i think is pretty cool. Also sat opposite her older brother at dinner and was too afraid to look up because he's unbelieveably hot, like the hottest guy I know, and no one seems to agree with me, but i gues that's personal taste :P Also bought some awesome new dark green jeans from zara for 20quid, bargain;) Had a 'photoshoot' with Anita and Georgie, so will upload some photos in a mo(be warned I edit ones of myself to look better, haha). Anita, Lauren and I had a sleepover too. Planned to out for dinner to Harvester, but there was an hour wait( no surprise on a saturday night) so we had chinese takeaway instead, which was so much better!hahah, so it's going to become our monthly tradition. Random, but I also got a new duvet cover, which i love. This week's been pretty uneventful, Anita's in Italy and i've got so much work to do that i haven't had the time to go out. I mean, it's called a holiday for a reason, but if you're swamped with work, it defeats it's meaning:( 

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I'll be at school in the middle of a lesson, and just want to burst out crying, but can't. And then I come home, and my mum is super supportive and everything, but if I came in crying everyday she would be so worried. I only have one person I can talk to; Anita. I know I go on about her as my bestmate a lot, but recently she told me she's exactly the same, which made me feel so much better. I swear most people hardly EVER cry, and I thought "am I abnormal?" but I don't think it's a crime to want to let your emotions out, and talk about it with someone who understands. I can literally get upset over anything that makes me feel sad. So my bestmate has been with her boyfriend for 10 months, the other 8months, then one of my mates just goes from one guy to the next(despite none are nice) and one doesn't date any, but has loads of guys who like her, and i'm just like, great. Without sounding conceited, I don't think that it's not that I couldn't find the perfect boy, but both my friends in proper relationships met their boyfriends when they've been out, and don't live very near, plus I go to an all girls' school which doesn't help. I've only been out with a couple of guys, and only ever really liked a guy once, a couple of years ago, but it ended over some pretty bloody fight he had with my friend. I always look back on situations and think "what if everything happened differently?" Then today my friend was telling me about her guy dilemma and I just said "Look I feel for you, but I would rather have a dilemma, than have no guy at all" I just makes me so unbelievably upset. 

Sorry for my rant, thank you for listening:') <3

Last friday was our school sponsored walk which was a blast. Aimed to come last for a laugh, and did; even got lapped by our maths teachers because they went round again to clean up, which was pretty amusing! The theme was circus, so me and Anita went as a siamese twin, which YES can be in the circus, part of the freak show, duh! We basically bought an XXXL(yes that IS a size:L) from Asda for like 4quid and got everyone to sign it, and then leggings. We may not have looked the best, but boy did we get attention, I mean no one but US could have thought of siamese twin! hahaha! Maroon 5 and example kept us going though so all was good(listened to moves like jagger about 10 times is very motivating!) Although the song i'm loving atm is "Tokyo (Vampires and Wolves) by The Wombats. Recently just really like their music. ok just tried to post the video and it didn't work, so here's the link to instead.

 It may not be your taste, but doesn't it just want to make you dance?haha:P

A similar band i'm also liking now is friendly fires:)

 Here's also some photos from our school sponsored walk!!:D

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omg also reaaaly wanna go see BINTM(britain and irelands next top model) live where you get to see all the finalists, the judges, and can join in with the catwalks, and even get scouted- hahah me trying to live out my model dream, but might aswell try it out:) everybody thinks wanting to be a model is really superficial, but, I couldn't really care less what they think, because it's what I want to do, and even if I never made it anywhere, I would still try my best to enter the fashion industry somehow:D ok kinda went off on one there, so here's some photos we took last weekend ;P

Love you all my followers!!:) xxx